A letter I've come across...just wanted to share and tell u how complicated simple relations have become...my my , an unrequitted love (may call). I know it will call for flashbacks for a lot of you. enjoy reading.....
hi angel!
i hope ur gud and loving ur life :)
we cud not talk all these days and u r unaware of what is happening here with me. so (instead of calling) i wanted to write everything to u.
i didn't tell u but at the outset of april, love started brewing in my life. by that time my parents finalized some guy for me, it was just too late for anything. initially i thought, for my parents' sake i'll quit and will forget everything and will get married.
however, my love interest realized we shouldn't be doing this and should follow our heart(s) which (ofcourse) raised a hurricane. i am not giving u the explicit details still i guess this is a drawn out content. i told my parents that i don't want to get married, for which they have not expressed happiness. The guy, who was finalized is outta it (all mess) but my love interest has professed that NOW there is a lot of agony and pain in this. I feel plain stupid. I am so like dumbass, couldn't use my head??
Forget it, in the matter of hearts where is mind to play?
so, the entire thing is very messy and people are way to adamant to let our relationship go ahead so we have mutually decided and have set our ways apart. However, i won't even call it a discussion..he was cold enough to shrug off and say we have other (important) things to take care of and everything will be fine...u stay happy.. happy???? balls, u gotto be kidding me..where was the idea of 'my happiness' before. anyway, let us chuck this here. I feel I've got deeply involved in something which was so much like (maybe) a passing affair...or platonic love (God, it exists??), amour et al
which was way too painful, resentful, and agonizing. but i have moved on. he has also moved on (angel, m surprised to c, is it so easy for men to MOVE ON??).
i don't know, m non plussed, feel exhausted and terrible. have not even spoken to anyone about it, even him, coz I can't allow myself to speak to him after seeing his coldness towards the matter. might be, its a way of coming out of it.
it is quite early to feel that i am out of it. so (probably) im taking my own time to come out of this situation and him. i am fine and missing u a lot.
gosh! don't know wat all crap i've written but this extensive mail is the end result of an unsuccesssful love, which started with peanut butter taste and finished like awful marmite in mouth.
don't worry about me. i feel better after writing to u.
love u lots n miss ya.
-ur lovelorn friend
P.S. FUCK Love stories
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" In three words I can sum up LIFE - It goes on" :) :) amour amour
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