I feel like sleeping a lot today… maybe because bhai is
here, or maybe because tomorrow I have an off so I could just lay in a
corner, read books, eat goodies and sleep again. I wouldn't have to run through
rigorous assignments, brain racking HR stuffs and a recent work thing ‘Budgets’.
I realized that I hate numbers so anything involving them makes me tired. I love
my job, my assignments but when ad-hoc tasks involving numbers land at my desk I
go frenzy like kitten on hot tin roof.
I came to terms with a fun fact about me. I realized that I am
good at analysis. I always thought I can be used elsewhere but analysis. Seems a
new side of me has started liking it. All is well everywhere, except that I feel
so incomplete. It is like a certain kind of hollowness which you feel at
times. I feel my head like an empty can. Maybe it is because V is not with me… it
brings an unsettling gush of restlessness which gets hard to tame. Sometimes life
plays foul games with you, where you are an unwilling surfer who waits
patiently for the game to get over because they have no choice, but to play.
I am too sleepy so thought will give my sloppy mood sometime
so that my usual rebounds. Adios are so irksome. See you soon with a better me.
