life is like this

oh no m not writing about the life stuff or slickier concepts, thoughts or ideas... it can just be an unusual  rambling, an unsaid or maybe  ill expressed thing or just a drawn out narration.
what usually comes to your mind if u have to describe ur life in just one word. i went ummmmm, can't say, donno, maybe ....... lot of words came to my mind.
angel said, 'megalomaniac' is the word for her. i thot is it so easy to describe your life in one word..now what about me huh? dunno too early to use heavy words for the little head of mine.
but m not sure whether the manifold things my life encompasses can come under the canopy of a single word...

so what does ur mind or heart says? can u tell me a word which describes your life completely?

put on ur thinking hats ;)

dots and dashes

could not certainly think of anything else...

second tired of reading/writing social issues, filched recycled stuff or yet another travelogue. I was wondering in the broad daylight why on earth do we suffer from restlessness, especially when we are looking for jobs....monster, naukri, linkedin...too much to prod on!!
sick n tired of calling up people, references, Ms. n Mr. (s) recruiters n consultants....Gawd, am i lost in cyberspace.....

last thing on my mind is shopping, reading etc etc...i do not crave for chocolates n coffee...coz i use them for relief from stress, un-eas-iness, guffawing, frowning, evil n odd..

such mundanities..who says market is better?? go flush urself...

Conscience hurts when other parts of ur body feels great

It was last week when I talked to him. Oh no... no one special, just a friend who works in Delhi and called after quite some time. I had to mention him in my blog coz the kinda conversation we had made me speechless, not because it was gross or shocking or jarring or blah blah...but due to lack of context and contemplation....
This has nothing to do with indian politics..i know a lot of us feel estranged coz it takes us for granted..or nothing is right..or has not served the purpose yet..whatever!

My idea of writing this is only coz of the day to day hassles, one feels in their personal life; coz you look for some answers to the questions you can never ask. I know u do not feel strange, but just think about this.....
It was chilly..too cold to venture out and he was sitting warm in his blanket....suddenly his colleague turns up. She is cold as one can be in their grave. And she has come to discuss work. But her condition is bad and guess what the good guys will do. Make her feel warm, give her something to drink and doing every possible thing to change her pale grey skin tone. And with that helplessness, that plot, circumstances.
The seductive mustiness and come hither play (created by God) or maybe God is testing u..He is ...can two people ignore it? Yes...No...Maybe yes..maybe no...I do not know.
My friend succumbed to it...

Now I know that my friend feels guilty coz he is already engaged with another great friend of mine. And she is least aware of the infidelity...not infidelity but a mistake....but i feel strange on how easily small mistakes, infidelity, extra n pre marital affairs, side affairs, office interests have mingled and amalgamated with 'relationships'.
The couples are happy with each other...not sorry about whatever is done, was done....damage is already done....past is dead, bury it..live the present....that is what he said when he narrated and said he wanted to confess this to me.
He feels guilty..but is not sorry.
He wanted an outlet to release the thoughts, he's been taming all the while.
'conscience hurts, when other parts of your body feels great' - i read it somewhere and now i know why did he call.

NO-MAD-IC

hey, where are you these days?

what are u up to daahling, have not heard from you long!!!!

are you with the same company???

i heard right? u have left pune?? why damn it

hey r u not thinking of getting back to pune? or mumbai?

howz the weather at kol/ cal?

u tasted seafood/cakes/pastries/puchka/jhalmuri at cal....omg it is lovely!

i know u will leave cal very soon

too many questions with no answer?? when will this questioning end or when will this nomadic life? god knows...
years sped by yanking at me and i have just been.... sometimes tried sleeping on it.. sometimes tried to smell the moist nostalgia in myself...sometimes just too quick to dump past....and sometimes too much laid back to let go things/people/places...
is life really a roller coaster ride?

Pune Diary

When I reached Pune.... i got an awesome feeling!!!

i met everyone after so long... nostalgia seeps in when i think of past....
pune nights, vada pao, midnight stack of cutting chai & black coffee...
night rides on linking roads and highway..
pune is where my heart is..definitely..

i could re live the magic of pune...n m blissful and touched.

Everyone laughed with glee, ate, sung, were merry..and how much I wished not to come back to this darn place....leaving aside the memories, friends, those lovely walks, crazy buddies, loud cheer, wacky ideas...Gosh!!!
venturing out in the woods of lonavla, trekking and roaming in the creeks n old manor.
the crazy idea of seeing off friends not just to pune station/airport but can even be till mumbai airport...

lateral part of not being in form was 'being insane' and enjoyng that insanity to the hilt....taking the world in your own strides and waking up with the feeling of triumph...
vishu n maglu's striking the right chord, 'talk in everlasting words, n dedicate them all to me'
prabsi's louve for the color of love...his wisecracks...his pakaoing subh.....

seemingly we are streching friendship, out a bit..nuh oh..this is how we've always been..

so we raise toast for the way we are- best friends

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new year bash!

1st day of the year 2010...
bewildered by own minds....raising our own toasts...

we knew the time was ticking and we had only few moments to spend with each other, so we made it memorable!

lets start with 31st night- 11:00 pm

we have got the cake, food, music, etc etc...and maglu is playing guitar, vishu is singing and we are yawning...eheheh.. i know this is rude...... but this is how it was on that day ;)

then we started party sharty & danced all night

tossed salad, fresh baked cakes, black forest was enough for digging laterally....we were gorging on massive amount of food. but i wanted honey roasted almond chocolates......

can't really express how much i missed chhabu, gaurav, ranu, deepu......love u all

i wish i cud be with u all too :( (last year it was fun with u all)

prabsi's show was stunner...juniors made the celebration- 'a delight'

but the surprise pack was vishu's dance...whoa.....u surprise me man, everytime!

maglu n ravi- lovely, as always.

happy new year gang!

love u all